The tears of Giants

It is all closing in on me now.  Packing up the apt today. It was hard, one of the hardest things Ive ever done.  (Maybe next to this was the day I moved down here, almost four years ago).  My friends will no longer be around, my (ex)girlfriend out of the picture, my home of the past four years, the life(style) of the past four years.... all gone.  When I graduated highschool, it was just like this. Full circle. Left highschool, lacking friends and someone special, but I knew I was gonna go to college and that it would all change.  It did, for only four years and here I am. It has been a hard and emotional day for me. Which are rare, such as they say about the tears of giants. I am a very unhappy person right now. As I can be for a few days, but I hope to pull out of it soon.